tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25223182860487463322024-03-06T07:19:14.005+08:00the one within usUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger122125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-57890706392773047302010-06-29T01:15:00.005+08:002010-07-01T01:52:21.952+08:00蓝玫瑰<div style="text-align: center;">让人感动是一种很可怕的动机</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>尤其是不自觉的那一种</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>让人在不设防的情况底下</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>任人宰割</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">我是罪恶深重的思想犯 =P<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">做我的蓝色精灵与我翱翔天空吧? </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-89929961594004581192010-05-02T01:00:00.005+08:002010-05-02T01:24:28.875+08:00纯文艺恋爱当我走进戏院的那一刻银幕上已经上映了一幕幕熟悉又陌生的场景。原来我对《初恋红豆冰》其实没有很大的期待,只是抱着支持本地创作的心就掏出了皮包,用区区几元买了一整个下午的沉醉。<div><br /></div><div>记得电影的预告片有一段这样的词-“我喜欢他,他喜欢他,他喜欢他,他也喜欢他”。其实我觉得这句小学生都明白的句子背后道出一个现实中不可否认的现实。电影描写的是纯纯的爱,只是纯粹喜欢,没有利益纠葛,没有现实的考量,但是一样被现实锁进一个牢固的框框里。</div><div><br /></div><div>那天我一整个下午内心都有点纠结,但是其实我的经历没有这个故事那么撼动人心。纠结的原因不明,尤其打架鱼最后一次抱着botak的那一幕,内心有一股酸意涌出 - 至少他们真正地爱过,“纯文艺”得爱过。在看电影之前也没有很喜欢那首歌,但是出来以后对这首歌的感触绝对不低于电影的感触。</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:12px;">" 你是汹涌的海浪 我是疲惫的沙滩 </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:12px;">暖暖的斜阳 吊在我们的肩膀 </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:12px;">你用醉人的眼波 拴住恋爱的绳索 </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:12px;">那么痴迷 那么绮丽 </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:12px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:12px;">你轻轻柔柔的细述着槟城下的雨 </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:12px;">淋湿你的长发几十年来抹也抹不去 </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:12px;">啊 我会慢慢的想起</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:12px;">几十年都不会忘记... "</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:12px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:12px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:12px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:12px;"> </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:100%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:12px;">几十年都不会忘记。。。。?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:100%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:12px;">现在这个世界,几十天没有忘记都好了咯。。。 唉!</span></span></div><br /><center><br /><object 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/></div><div>无意间和朋友谈起对爱情的感官,突然发现自己又回到所谓的天真岁月。过去几年都觉得自己太过于现实,进而渐渐与所谓的赤子之心的距离越来越远。对爱情我从来都是完美主义者,也可以说是童话式爱情的拥护者。当然以一个成人而言,我当然知道童话故事的结构是,王子和公主从此过着幸福快乐的生活,美满得不得了,但是旁边的小矮人没有人会记得他的名字。这是现实,在童话中也蕴藏的现实。所以有哪一个人能逃得了现实的领域?</div><div><br /></div><div>朋友策责我的天真,认为在爱情里没有那么完美的事情。他竟然用到“草莓”形容我,其实其中的惊讶真的是无法形容。从他口中我听到很多我从来没有听到过的形容词。这时的我有些哭笑不得,急忙为自己的理想辩护。当然不切实际是现实,但是我告诉他,就是因为那么完美,那么令人向往,才值得追求与等待。其实现在这是我对感情的基本态度,因为本人实在很不屑现代的速食爱情观,认为爱情太容易就不会珍惜,也许是自讨苦吃(所谓犯贱),也许本人一直以为人该有的基本坚持(好听点就酱,不好听就是笨)。</div><div><br /></div><div>世界依然残酷,人们已然无情,如果最后连爱情都不能单纯一些,人生还能追求些什么?那难道最后对着自己最心爱的人还要勾心斗角?还要有一点怀疑?</div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-72477195541067058322010-01-18T04:21:00.002+08:002010-01-18T04:44:26.302+08:00无题随着时光的逝去,发现自己除了常质疑他人,也开始越来越怀疑自己。<div>连读的课程,都要我们学会“适当的怀疑,大胆的假设”这个所谓的合理科学态度,而让我在反反复复中证明自己不是读书的料。也许该说,社会不适合我,不。。。。。应该我不适合这个社会。社会不需要迁就我而我需要去适应社会。残酷。无情。现实。</div><div>其实不需要多大的太阳就可以看见我身后的黑暗面。而且随着角度的不同,它也相应地以不同地姿态告诉你阳光根本没有战胜它的余地。阳光之下可以有阴影,但是阴暗之中一定没有阳光。所以黑暗是绝对的,而光明不过是暂时的。</div><div>质疑自己的感觉在一个又一个沁心透凉的夜晚中更显突出。头脑清醒地想要逃避,不想承认自己到底有多么失败和多么无能。</div><div><br /></div><div>我根本就是失眠的绝缘体。别人说,失眠是因为心中那一颗大石无法挪开的后果。我从来不会失眠,但是心头的郁闷感从何而来?我问自己,那一颗大石在那里,怎么我找不到它。后来我发现自己不会失眠的原因,原来那个不是石头,是一根飘荡的羽毛,捉摸不定,但是同样扰人清梦。近来明明身心都累得要命,却老是在半夜惊醒,就无法再安心地睡下去。其实,安心的感觉在最熟悉的被窝里都无法被满足了。纳闷,真的有点手足无措,而这个感觉,今天应该感觉得最鲜明。</div><div><br /></div><div>我渴望的简单,有时,复杂得太可怕了些。</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-43071369035983366662009-12-24T13:29:00.002+08:002009-12-24T13:33:08.474+08:00轉載:男人十歲以前,就不說了,無非是淘氣和不懂事。<br /><br />十三、四歲的時候,開始對女孩有好感,但是那時候他離女孩遠遠的,並且以討厭女孩自居,生怕被同伴嘲笑。<br /><br />十五歲的時候,聽到大人們說某某男人好花,把女朋友甩了,女孩自殺了。他覺得這人真狠毒,自己將來一定要做個痴情的男人,一定要一生只愛一個人。<br /><br />十六歲的時候,他喜歡上了一個女孩,但是他不敢和她說。仍然和往常一樣,髒兮兮的在灰土飛揚的操場上踢球。只在女孩走出校門的時候,躲在二樓的窗戶上看她的背影,他覺得她一定是個天使。<br /><br />十七歲的時候,有個女孩喜歡上了他,但是他離她很遠,他心裡面只有自己愛的那個女孩,他覺得看別的女孩都是對她的不忠。<br /><br />十八歲的時候,看了一個MTV,感動得想哭,他想,如果自己的女孩失去了雙眼,他一定會像男主角會毫不猶豫的把自己的眼睛給她,讓她能看到光明。<br /><br />十九歲的時候,高考了。終於和自己暗戀的女孩分別,坐火車去學校的時候,感覺自己離她越來越遠,心像被掏空了一樣。還在想自己一定不會忘記她,等到自己成功以後一定要去找她。<br /><br />二十歲的時候,聽到有人講黃色笑話,覺得這人真可恥。<br /><br />二十一歲的時候,她的回信中告訴他,自己有了男朋友。偷偷的哭了一個晚上。<br /><br />二十二歲的時候,他向一個女孩表白,女孩說「你是個好人,可是我還小。」他想,我的確是個好人,他說「沒關係,我可以等你。」心想「我不會像那些花心的人一樣,三年五年我也能等。」<br /><br />二十三歲的時候,說自己還小的女孩和一個帥哥戀愛了。他很納悶,長大原來可以這樣快。<br /><br />二十四歲的時候,他又向一個女孩表白,女孩說「你是個好人,可是我並不適合你。他納悶很久,我是好人妳怎麼還不適合我呢?<br /><br />二 十五歲的時候,他又追求一個女孩,女孩接受了他。他開始很幸福的為未來拼搏,他想「一時的開心只是暫時的,只有努力拼搏,他和她才能有快樂的未來。」但 是,半年以後,女孩和他分手了。只是因為另外一個男孩會說讓她開心的話。女孩說「你是個好人,是我對不起你。」他似乎明白問題所在,他是個好人。<br /><br />二十六歲的時候,他開始墮落,交網友。打扮得時尚而酷,而且漸漸的學習著討好女孩的話。不久,他有了個女朋友,雖然他對她也很好,可是,他心裡知道,自己並不愛她。<br /><br />二十七歲的時候,他和女孩分手了。他對女孩說「你是個好女孩,是我對不起你。」<br /><br />二十八歲的時候,他嘗試了一夜情,發現別人能做的,自己也一樣。<br /><br />二十九歲的時候,他學會了講黃色笑話,並且以看旁邊的女孩子臉紅為樂趣。<br /><br />三十歲的時候,他忽然發現自己變得很有能力追求到女孩,但是卻沒有了愛的能力。<br /><br />其實每個男孩,本來都是想做一個感情專一的好男人的。<br />其實每個男孩,本來看女孩子都是看臉而不是胸部的。<br />其實每個男孩,本來都是不會講黃色笑話的。<br />其實每個男孩,本來都是渴望愛一個人直到永遠的。<br /><br />只是,沒有任何女孩愛這樣的男孩,<br />她們覺得這樣的男孩太幼稚,太古板,沒有情趣。<br />於是男孩開始改變,變成女孩喜歡的那種。<br /><br />嘴角掛著壞壞的笑。<br />玩世不恭或者幽默。<br /><br />開始學會說甜言蜜語而不是心裡想說的話。<br />開始學會假裝關心。<br /><br />學會給女孩送小飾物討好她。<br />學會如何追求,如何把握愛情。<br /><br />或者看破紅塵,遊戲情場,成為女人很恨的那種男人。<br />他們可以很容易俘獲女孩子的心。<br /><br />但是他們也會在黑的夜裡叼著煙流淚。<br />心裡有愛的時候,沒有女孩<br />有了女孩,卻永遠沒有了愛的感覺。<br /><br />在聽到女人抱怨世上沒有一個好男人的時候,<br />他們不會再去努力做個好男人,只是微笑著擦肩而過。<div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-39870951690117766532009-12-23T01:26:00.002+08:002009-12-23T01:28:45.421+08:00don't careDid I act like I don't care?<div>But in fact I think that I don't really care.</div><div><br /></div><div>Therefore?</div><div> </div><div>I DON'T CARE.</div><div>I WILL CONTINUE MY LIFE AS USUAL. </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-65884362069895829962009-12-07T13:37:00.001+08:002009-12-07T13:50:26.918+08:00broken<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirAfMJ1Tc74qifk3g2hDgUgTBOjC5fK-sFeMEQh5oAdqUH6Y_-quABxqj_oXBUiTO4-eKDKq5JM0iqsQFDIErTvWvuH4C53lzwa8_NjwAYSip30gc0ktTRedmk2pwLcn32jbkksF61mW8/s1600-h/DSC00198.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirAfMJ1Tc74qifk3g2hDgUgTBOjC5fK-sFeMEQh5oAdqUH6Y_-quABxqj_oXBUiTO4-eKDKq5JM0iqsQFDIErTvWvuH4C53lzwa8_NjwAYSip30gc0ktTRedmk2pwLcn32jbkksF61mW8/s400/DSC00198.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5412366879703530274" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">well lastly the moment has come.</div><div style="text-align: center;">broken!!</div><div style="text-align: center;"> bai bai babe~</div><div style="text-align: center;">i will miss u :P</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-32169027388492922632009-11-16T19:07:00.005+08:002009-11-16T19:51:09.234+08:00RIDICULOUS!!!<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Imagine yourself being in this situation.<div><br /></div><div>"Watching" another guy trying to impress the girl you used to like in a closed space, which mean only three of you only in a completely quiet living room!!! </div><div><br /></div><div>The story begins by I need to take her from the bus station as it's raining outside. We went</div><div> makan together before we go back to her place, then on the way back comes a call which telling her this person wanna celebrate her birthday and give her a birthday present. She politely asked him to come over a bit later since we are stucked in the jam (yes not butter :P). </div><div><br /></div><div>By the time we reached her place, that guy already waited there for quite some time!!! Quickly she rushed in and prepare all the stuffs to cut the cake, e.g. forks, plates, knife... The situation were soooooo embarrassing that I have to stone there pretending that I know nothing about it. I lied that I am here to rush assignment with her, but I really did feel myself like a super duper big LIGHT BULB in the house, but I can't do anything but just staring at the computer while they singing the birthday song, cutting the cake, and talking some bull shits that I don't really care.</div><div><br /></div><div>FINALLY, THE MOST INTERESTING PART. Guess what he bought for her? TADAAAAAA!!!</div><div><br /></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgQV2v1DNZbnKK7PmPvbZlM7dq-4nM7fXO81hMxebuJjtx8AmnhdaCL9iN86SxDTlGItxflpSGlyLbFLhfnUetKGoKNe2GTFdIYUl2Adh9XkUo73cmUrYjWpDwQ172Wzq8cvBdA24CCyPg/s400/DSC00190.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5404664184869092162" /><div><br /></div><div>I guess most of you guys know how pricey it is. This is the figure of her and her besttie. My mouth was wide opened when i saw this!! But this stupid girl really have no idea what's going on and don't even have a clue how much is this thingy!! </div><div><br /></div><div>He just left a few minutes ago and I already done this post. Really NBTD here. But anyway I had fun laughing at her because this is even more funny than comedy!!! HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>Ok la anyway, wish you all the best birthday girl. =D</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-41525855999593198212009-11-08T02:22:00.002+08:002009-11-08T02:29:29.226+08:00it's complicating.I didn't blog lately not because that life is that boring so that I have nothing to blog about. It's totally a CROSS!! I have too much things to tell which I don't even know where I supposed to start from. But it's alright, I can keep it to myself.<br /><br />In short, things have gone complicated. I'm kind of lost... But still figuring ways out. I believed I will make things clear sooner or later...!<br /><br />Ps. Happy birthday to all the Nov babes~ Muiz, Alan, Bea, Mel, Yuan, Wei Ling, Lee Yee, Kiko and many more friends!! Sorry couldn't name you all.... :P<br /><br />P.ps. Thumbs up for the movie!! Bea good job!! =)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-4084020165262943562009-10-29T23:09:00.001+08:002009-10-30T01:14:33.044+08:00it's a bad day.Everything that happened, left me speechless.<div> </div><div>Despite all the bad lucks at the day time, the shocking news at the night did really impacted me.</div><div><br /></div><div>URGH! *shrug helplessly* *sigh*</div><div><br /></div><div>Sometimes I really wonder. Maybe I do not deserve all the happiness. </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-47598241595619384162009-10-19T03:24:00.002+08:002009-10-19T03:30:54.798+08:00missing no one but just love it =)<center><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/DtXr0pIRSg4&hl=en&fs=1&"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/DtXr0pIRSg4&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></center><br /><br />Listening to this song over and over again tonight...<div>and I found it's satisfied my craving for the sweetness as I found it all that in this song. =)</div><div>I have been listened to Tamia's one but it's too low... so I still like their one better!</div><div>It's a pleasure by just looking to them singing... hehe. I know I am in love in them already. Haahahahaas.</div><div><br /></div><div>Tonight I have some complicated feelings. Can't really tell what it is but it's certainly not good. Just found that I really can't depending on anything else beside myself. But anyway, these sweet girls just cheer up me by a bit. =)</div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-33190927058242693572009-09-30T23:56:00.001+08:002009-09-30T23:59:42.526+08:00牵挂<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">人来</span><span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;mso-ascii-font-family:Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:SimSun;mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast; mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">人往</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">何处寻一棵桑</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">盘根错节中</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">寻</span><span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">一丝</span><span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:SimSun;mso-ascii-font-family:Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:SimSun;mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast; mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">一缕</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:SimSun;"><br /></span></p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-34374039132953514932009-09-14T04:32:00.002+08:002009-09-14T04:35:58.231+08:00原来。原来感情是加速度的最佳写照。<div>与日俱增与瞬间下降也是那一瞬间。</div><div><br /></div><div>那么何时才是那一瞬间。</div><div><br /></div><div>睡不着。</div><div>总是觉得缺少了什么。</div><div><br /></div><div>顺其自然的无为吧。反正自己也不知道要怎样。</div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-34957599889320358082009-09-08T01:37:00.002+08:002009-09-08T01:41:18.881+08:00应景<center>他抱着吉他轻轻地唱</center><center>那么轻 轻得像她一样那么不着痕迹</center><center>但是为什么</center><center>每一字一句都唱进心坎里?</center><center><br /></center><center><br /></center><center><br /></center><center><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/8F7a9-RT8d8&hl=en&fs=1&"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/8F7a9-RT8d8&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></center>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-19127340639725181542009-09-03T00:51:00.003+08:002009-09-03T01:00:50.371+08:00it's going to haunt me for quite a few days.... =STHUMBS UP for a new HK movie by Aaron Kok - "Murderer"! Can't believe it's an Asian production! Even better than some so-called Hollywood movies...!<div><br /></div><div>I realliy hope I can write a review on it. Seriously everyone! A must watch movie this year. But be prepared, lolz, mentally. Especially I am interested in your reactions if you are a child lover. lolz!! So tell me if u watched it. Hahahahahahas.</div><div><br /></div><div>For now it's the time to off. Good night world. =)</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-50453360893270624582009-08-23T10:45:00.003+08:002009-08-23T16:51:49.441+08:00the thoughtsWent to the bed at 12 yesterday. Surprisingly early for me. Hahahas. Even my parent was like "woahh... can't believe it!" lolz.<br /><br />Couldn't sleep well in the night. The thoughts linger around the mind just don't want to stop.<br /><br />Wake up quite early this morning. Don't know why just can't get to sleep back in this great cloudy sunday monday. Should be perfect for sleeping!<br /><br />Enjoyed spending some time with myself. It's quiet - so quiet that I could hear my heart beats.<br /><br />Final is coming soon, but I don't have the mood to pick up revision.<br /><br />I am hungry now, but I don't want to eat alone.<br /><br />Trying to stop myself for thinking the same matter over and over again, yet failed again.<br /><br />Listening to the emo songs early at the morning. =S<br />Not a good thing to kick start a day.<br /><br />My stomach has been upset for few days, but the medicine doesn't helps.<br /><br />Do not translate my chinese articles with translator, as the true meaning will not shows up, and it turns to be extremly weird. Just talk to me and I will be a story teller again. =)<br /><br />Yea, emo again. But what's wrong to be emo. I enjoy emo sometimes. But not today, not at this moment. It's quite disturbing.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-91383118613612895632009-08-12T13:17:00.002+08:002009-08-12T13:27:43.773+08:00无题的伤感<center><br /></center><center><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Prc4Re8Nxs4&color1=0x6699&color2=0x54abd6&hl=en&feature=player_embedded&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowScriptAccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Prc4Re8Nxs4&color1=0x6699&color2=0x54abd6&hl=en&feature=player_embedded&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" allowscriptaccess="always" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></center><center><br /></center><center>没发生什么事情</center><center>就是在自己的想象中的失去已经在脑海中不断上映</center><center>就知道有一天</center><center><br /></center><center>这首歌描述失去的感情十分细腻</center><center>其实 不只感情 任何东西的失去都有这样的遗憾</center><center>响亮地声音唱出的竟然是如此寂静的忧伤</center><center>淡淡地在空气中漂泊的悲伤仿佛都挤进了房间</center><center>。。。</center><center></center><blockquote><center>我不是一定要你回来</center><center>只是当又把回忆翻开</center><center>除了你之外的空白</center><center>还有谁能教我来爱</center></blockquote><center></center><center><br /></center>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-81472113411973409532009-07-31T05:48:00.000+08:002009-07-31T17:31:36.739+08:00故事从这里开始。<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>那年我还是高一。一如往常,颓废而没有意义的日子一直延续。这是2004的最好写照,四就是死,<div>死鱼一样的生活像梦魇一样纠缠着我。那是我认为在人生中最大的空白。现在回想起来,那年我做过些什么,认识什么人,上过哪些课,竟然是异常的模糊。最清晰的是一直沉浸在虚拟的世界中不断按着滑鼠,企图希望刺激能摆脱一身的无力感。</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>中午12时是每天的午餐时间,总是一堆朋友一起走到那食堂里的铁制长桌上。端着一碗一碗白烟袅袅,热腾腾的汤面或是饭食到桌上是一天我最期待的20分钟。有什么比一群好友一起废话连天,大快朵颐还要痛快?</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>豁然,一对陌生又熟悉的背影从身边闪过,停留在我正前方的桌子坐下。刹那间,我终于体会到所谓的晴天霹雳是什么意思。体会和明白是截然不同的两个阶段,就像是小孩明白成人世界背后的残缺,但是永远不能体会那切身的无奈。虽然事情依然发生而我也已经接受现实,但是活生生的刺激在眼前出现时还是无法妥协那份内心的伤痛。胸腔前仿佛是有一颗无形的大石压着,第一次觉得呼吸都是痛的表现。</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>生平第一次我停下筷子,留下满碗的遗憾先行离开。留下满桌的错愕和怀疑的眼神。大概谁也没有见过我这个标准的贪吃鬼竟然留下吃不完的食物。认识我深的人都知道我视浪费为最大的罪恶,从来不肯浪费每一颗辛苦。但是那天,真的,我真的咽不下去。<br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>今天我依然清清楚楚记得那份感觉。时空不能倒退,但是情绪可以从演。还以为自己已经是感情麻木的铁石心肠,结果那份痛楚还是一样鲜明。不需要同样的时间地点人物,<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">金迷纸醉</span>多姿多彩的世界依然对我依然残酷。<br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>不同的是今天的我毅然接受。因为我从来都没有资格多说些什么。撕心裂肺地痛过才知道自己真正的活过,对吗?<br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-17935983800416978802009-07-28T22:30:00.003+08:002009-07-29T00:35:02.641+08:00it's the season again.<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>There is a season when couples start to make up.<div>There is a season also when the couples start to break up.</div><div><br /></div><div>I guess it's the season now.</div><div>The BAD LUCK SEASON.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>1 best friend just broke up with the girl friend.</div><div>3 best friends are stuggling in a relationship.</div><div>More friends are even fear of relationship.</div><div>And also they are so many people out there are in bad mood. You-know-who-you-are. </div><div><br /></div><div>OMG. I hate this season. =(</div><div><br /></div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHldl7s0ymqbVJaBVzdn6WhxOOPqlEyWeqast3rxllZorqlSpnHgC04BwOq_1zYvGOQgxDu-5E1fceyVkOLb274DuhaSBMyS8G5cLVFeO0jtGVcRdDBLRYZgYn_H0PDRGDXPf2WM8pJgs/s400/ssss.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 158px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5363550365164668594" /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-33376518160622696162009-07-28T01:58:00.003+08:002009-07-28T02:02:46.409+08:00imperfectionWe do not need to learn how to love a perfect person.<div>That's in our nature, always seeking for the best one.</div><div><br /></div><div>TO LOVE, is to accept everything including the bad one.</div><div>That's why we need love.</div><div><br /></div><div>We are all beautifully imperfect.</div><div>But trust me, that's what makes love more beautiful.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Tribute to the late Yasmin Ahmad. R.I.P.</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-65219976604654730622009-07-21T20:33:00.002+08:002009-07-21T20:53:35.999+08:00歌。情绪我不能说是她忠实的歌迷<div>但是确实</div><div>她曾经深深唱到我的心坎</div><div><br /></div><div>一些能发泄情绪的歌</div><div>实在是太可遇不可求了</div><div><br /></div><center><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/r7B-dksHgs4&hl=en&fs=1&"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/r7B-dksHgs4&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></center><center><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/2QcFArS2WSc&hl=en&fs=1&"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/2QcFArS2WSc&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/0CfRN6N7DbE&hl=en&fs=1&"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/0CfRN6N7DbE&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/WrHzQrknNnw&hl=en&fs=1&"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/WrHzQrknNnw&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /></center><center><br /></center><center style="text-align: left;">emo is my inspiration.</center><center style="text-align: left;"><br /></center><center style="text-align: left;">最近灵感多到倾泻</center><center style="text-align: left;">但是苦于没有适合的时间地点人物</center><center style="text-align: left;">让我好好发泄一下情绪</center><center style="text-align: left;"><br /></center><center style="text-align: left;">可悲</center><center style="text-align: left;">呵呵</center>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-29901787928291875602009-07-20T21:00:00.001+08:002009-07-20T21:02:46.114+08:00茫该哭?<div>该笑?</div><div><br /></div><div>第一次真的哭笑不得。</div><div><br /></div><div>事情那么不明朗</div><div>那么就继续</div><div><br /></div><div>面无表情</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-75509029694457519962009-07-17T02:14:00.002+08:002009-07-17T02:24:00.215+08:00无题急速旋转的铜铃在一声巨响后<div>回荡在路边的声响绕梁三日</div><div>阴魂不散</div><div><br /></div><div>是执著?</div><div>是坚持?</div><div>是无知?</div><div><br /></div><div>也许沉浸在旋转的晕眩根本没有理由可言</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-70546814903677500182009-07-14T00:14:00.009+08:002009-07-14T01:21:10.914+08:00thank Him for protected me wor =D<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhW1_w3fJYOSEWMIeT9qwhFY2et4hSEs7sQW_gSg7jCXlEjno01o8QiiobU3uKU5axmxzltDV7Uc13ZzaqaVJC8XK2RJ55m2ofb5nPeenCnW7IOo5n88OiPGMA7F0Yv1bqPp6bLAs0nBus/s1600-h/GetAttachment.aspx+(4).jpg"><img style="display:block; 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margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgLSjcqiAJF62d6b41eZfZuV1kzxEiUvXYcobC8qfUJXhtA9VpDrCVKDqzb8Nd1Zw6VKDjnhzTCFUhzInZD94-pbW4SvbAQmDOqV2dcwq8DAnS3nPmgj7jyQ0qUWT_8uogDG0ip3D5gXUk/s400/GetAttachment.aspx.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5357980347748287330" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#0000EE;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="text-decoration: underline;"><br /></span></span></div>I can't believe I survived this accident.<div>We were on the Jalan Mahameru (which is one of the busiest road in KL) and eventually the car was lost control and drift on a straight highway! </div><div>Our car actually did bumped to the divider then bang into the lamp post. </div><div>As you can see in the picture.</div><div>Our car is totally facing another direction of the road.</div><div>The lamp post was broke and fall down.</div><div><br /></div><div>We are so lucky because of the 5 reasons below:</div><div>1. None of us is seriously hurt.</div><div>2.This accident does not involved any second party.</div><div>3.The fallen lamp post did not fall into the opposite highway but in between of the divider.</div><div>4.We were first bumped into the divider. This stops us from go into the opposite highway.</div><div>5.Our car is not followed closely by another car. (Another one more bang means BYE BYE!!)</div><div><br /></div><div>The situation won't be any better. So thank God la. Hahahahahas. Although you did not pray for me. XD</div><div><br /></div><div>P.s. I am alright beside the minor injuiry at my left leg. The wound is quite deep and kena the bone i guess. But it's ok la, the leg also numb already. Hahahahahas. So I still can walk la. Something wrong with the right leg as well but I have no idea why. lolz.</div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2522318286048746332.post-4413920364803321502009-07-10T01:48:00.002+08:002009-07-10T01:54:13.288+08:00exhaustedi am real tired, both physically and mentally.<div>These few days I was bombarded with lot of problems and works.</div><div>Some very kacao-ing. Some very mafan. Some very confusing. Some can be never solved.</div><div><br /></div><div>Some I do not even know how to solve.</div><div><br /></div><div>HEAVY SIGH.</div><div><br /></div><div>Ok, anyway I still gotta work it out.</div><div><br /></div><div>If you believe you can, you can. Vince.... GO!</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2