uncertainty

uncertainty is could be something that giving u the excitement of life, coz life wouldnt be challenging if u noe everything that will be happening next.

but den, these uncertainty bother me a lots these days.

i am damn worry,
i am damn frustated of being like that.
i got damn pissed when i found things are not going as i tot.


now i need to be stable, i need to feel safe, and a sense of belonging as well...
i dun mind to work double to get wat i wan, but why i am not even given the chance to try!!
i dun care if i face difficulties in my life, but plz dun trouble the ppl ard me ok!??
...
and the point is
i am hurt...

sigh
i am not wanted by faith. = (